[toeslist] Part One: An American in Cuba (by Mitchel Cohen) Resent-Date: Sun, 6 Apr 2008 12:21:57 -0500 (CDT) AN AMERICAN IN CUBA by Mitchel Cohen Liberal newspapers and journals as much as overt right-wing ones have long been fond of de-nouncing the Cuban government as an authoritarian "regime" that oppresses its people in the name of socialism. They characterize those who support the Cuban revolution as "Stalinists." A number of U.S. leftists have bought into these arguments and accept the prevailing demonization of the Cuban government. On the other hand, many on the Left in the U.S. take the opposite path, allowing little debate over the nature of the revolution in Cuba. (Please note -- "Liberal" and "Left" are not the same, or even part of the same continuum, despite the congruence imposed by the corporate me-dia.) Those leftists who criticize Cuba's policies are condemned as "tools of U.S. imperialism"; those who find a silver-lining in the U.S. government's trade embargo - among them socialists, anarchists, even some marxists - are considered "enemies of this hemisphere's only socialist revolution." These are the flames to which leftists gravi-tate like moths. Both poles are dangerously flawed. In the summer of 1992 I visited Cuba as part of a delegation to the Fourth Conference of Cuban and North American Philosophers, organized by the U.S.-based Radical Philosophy Association. I had occasion to travel quite a bit around Havana, and others in the delegation ventured all over the country. There are many problems in Cuba - and the people living there are the first to complain about them and feel free enough to do so. Despite tremendous hardships caused or exacerbated by the U.S. embargo, life on the ground in Cuba simply felt more joyous than the way its represented from afar. In assessing Cuban socialism most leftists in the U.S. - to say nothing of the corporate media - simply miss the point. I found that proposals I and others made for "Green" forms of "development" were welcomed by most Cuban agencies, some quite independent from the national government; they are eager for skilled international input. What many in the U.S. fail to understand is that unlike the situation in pre-unification Germany where the authoritarian bureaucracy in the East was im-posed from the outside, it is the involvement of the mass of Cuban people and not the structure of the Cuban government that is the defining feature of the revolution there. Regardless of how one assesses Cuba, those of us living in the U.S. would better serve our movements here by paying more attention to the dynamic revolutionary culture, philosophy, morality and vision of the Cuban people. I hope that this account of my experiences in Cuba will contribute to restoring context and a human scale to the current polemics. Back to the Future HAVANA, CUBA, June 1992 - HAVANA IS A CITY OF VINTAGE AMERICAN CARS from the 1940s and '50s and single-geared Chinese bicycles from the '90s. The old Spanish architecture, which predates the 1959 revolution by centuries, is stunning, although everywhere in need of painting (due to the U.S. embargo, paint is scarce). Brilliant red-flowered flamboyante trees line the major avenues and parks - the breathtaking Cuban equivalent of New England's maples in autumn. My dorm room is in a beautiful house in the Miramar section. The June weather is sweltering. My roommates and I are tempted to use the air- conditioners provided by the university, but we refrain. We appreciate the sacrifices they are making to meet the "bourgeois" needs of U.S. visi-tors, but our awareness of their dire economic situation keeps us from using up their precious elec-tricity. The Cubans think we're crazy, ungrateful, it's super hot out, they'd die to have an air condi-tioner. I am overwhelmed by the unanticipated generosity and gentleness in Havana, especially among the panhand-lers and occasional prostitutes I encounter. Humor pervades all interaction; there is a vibrancy that is tangible, sexual, a twinkling of the eyes that is hard to describe and even more difficult to get used to. I walk and bike all over the city; contrary to stories we heard in Miami, there are no commissars breathing down my neck or looking over my shoulder. Except for tourist hotels, where Cuban citi-zens are no longer allowed - a double standard provoking serious dissension, to which our translators are in denial - Cubans and tourists alike are free to go anywhere and talk to whomever they please. I stop everywhere to talk with people, take pictures, read, interview officials and environmental activists, hunt for hard-to-find avenues, gay venues, tea rooms and alternative medicine practitioners. Where are the billboards trying to sell me something? Where are the taxi-drivers yelling out to me? Everywhere the general absence of interpersonal street violence and aggression is, to this New York-er, wonderful ... and disorienting. Cuban machismo is always evident, but it takes a different form than what I am used to in the United States. For instance, it rarely translates into physical violence on the street. And yet, everything is relative, I suppose. Aurora Hidalgo, a young lawyer at the Ecology Ministry, told me she now carries a knife because a woman who lives in my building was raped a year ago -- the only rape in her whole neighborhood near downtown Havana, in the last two years. Still, when we visit the art museum, which is free and virtually empty, the guards stand two-feet behind us as though we're going to run up and draw mustaches on the sculptures and paintings. I find myself thinking about the ways capitalism distorts us not only others, but what it has done to me, twisted me, shaped my interactions, relationships, love life, expectations, desires and sense of self, without my even knowing it. Here, in Cuba, my cells are in revolt. My mitochondria are conjuring energies that are more fully me than Ive ever before experienced. I am coming alive, and I never even knew I was dead. I didnt expect Cuba to be so personal a revelation. Like most North American urbanites, I have taken for granted who I am all my adult life. Can my friends in New York appreciate this feeling, the way in which violence has so shaped our interactions, relationships and sense of self that we don't even see it? If, as Ferlinghetti metaphored, there is a "Coney Island of the mind," then there is also some-thing of a Havana of the spirit. For now, I don't want to go back home.